My Cervix

So, Remember wayyyy back on Oct. 16th I wrote that I was going to have a procedure done to see about some cells on my cervix. and that I would know in 7-10 days well 7-10 turned into 21 days

So last week I got the results back and they have found that there are pre-cancer cells all the way around and at the very top ( 10 O'Clock) there is the very beginning of cancer. They are going to go in and freeze them off and I will be on my way. I hope that it is that simple so we will see.

And if you were worried I am not sick or feeling bad . I have had absolutely no problems of any kind or pain at all. I had no idea that I had a problem of any kind at all. This doesn't run in my family or anything so I have no idea where it came from.

So I will let you know when I find a doctor here and get set up to do this and get it done .

Pray that the freezing will take care of everything and I can move on from here. Or that God will take it all out and make it go away and heal me 100% cause I know that He can.

Karen

Be careful what you wish for

So, I have been praying that God could teach me something and use me to teach from what he has taught me. I have been helping on Wed. nights with the younger kids at church and the teacher of the class asked me to find something to teach them that they would get.
So , right off I thought I will do some lessons on thanksgiving since it is coming up soon and it is a good concept to teach. As I began to write the lessons and think about thanksgiving the more I remember that I hate the holiday and that even though I find myself having lots of things to be thankful for I still don't look forward to this time of year or the holiday. I had actually been thinking about going somewhere for thanksgiving and possibly eating turkey.
But, I still don't know, for 4 years I have not celebrated or eaten turkey or gone anywhere to be with anyone other than whoever happened to be around.
I do have lots to be thankful for.
I hope that I will be able to teach my kids what it means to give thanks without being negative about thanksgiving day and maybe even this year I will eat a bite of turkey who knows.

Pray that I can find it in me to celebrate in my own way and thank God for ALL that he has done even though it still hurts.